I am so very sorry for your loss. Mr. Raines was such a young person. At times like this, many will try to tell you how you should act or feel. They may even say things in an effort to comfort you that come out wrong. Always know you can rely on God and turn to him for anything. James 4:8 encourages us to "Draw close to God and he will draw close to you.” I have a free brochure that has brought many comfort during trials and tribulations such as you’re experiencing. Please feel free to email me your mailing address & I will gladly get a copy to you. My email is shawnehurd@hotmail.com.